Samanthanicole, inside my head.

Jesus, talking about someone else’s appearances?! Take a look at your freaky ass self!

The nerve of people these days!

Ladies, if you’re on your mans facebook 24/7 to make sure girls aren’t posting on it and you constantly have your status’s about other bitches and your guy…find a new man and move on, jesusss.i promise you’ll feel better with a faithful guy!

Right now I’m semi enjoying life, just kinda preparing myself for whats in store for me which excites me :)

I’m excited that my boyfriend is my bestfriend and I can tell him everything and anything haha!

I can’t wait to move into our new apartment with our new furniture :)

I’d like to find another waitressing job but for now what I have is fine at the grill!

It’s crazy how much one can mind fuck you

My thoughts on today

I really don’t think anyone is in love after a week so stop shouting it out all over facebook.

I need a real friend in my life, apparently those are hard to come by.

I don’t really care how cliche it is when I say my boyfriends my best friend cause he’s the only one who has my back!

Today is really pretty out. I wanna move. I’d also like a new job.

and to lose weight ( I’ve been working on it!) and to have long hair, I think I’d be content then.

I can’t wait for the wings game on Valentines Day.

I think Heroin is a DUMB drug and takes away to many lives, so why would you even bother?

just sayin!

I would like to do something fun tonight, but that probably won’t happen.

I have a tummy ache.

I need to do a shit ton of laundry, I’d like to go to Florida.

Also, if you think your a new person cause you lost a shit ton of weight and decided to leave behind your old friends, you’re still a stuck up weird bitch who has really bad social skills!

That is Allllll :)

I have now realized why I have distanced myself away from people not only because I am always working or just plain tired and sleeping but

ignoring someone who got you a job because your own pathetic problems is fucking retarded and immature.

I hate seeing my friends hurt by guys who don’t deserve them WHAT SO EVER.

I wish I could just break up with that person for them and make sure they feel no pain from it what so ever and be the match maker for them.

It sucks seeing a clear problem and not being able to do anything about it.

I basically have the people in my life now that I’d like to keep around, I’m glad that whoever isn’t in it anymore, is gone because I’m a hell of a lot happier then I was say a year ago and I’m sure all those people have a lot to do with that, so thanks for getting the hell out of my life :)

I’m so exhausted right now and I couldn’t find anyone to cover one of my weekend shifts at Potbelly..which blows cause I neeed one day of rest!

I’m very very thankful to have that job and my new job, I hope I can start making bank VERY SOON :)

I need some more close friends, it seems as though I’m either a second choice or third, fourth..etc…never a first and it’s frustrating, guess that’s what happens when you get older, ey?

I’m glad I can talk to my boyfriend about everything but it’s still nice to have a girl or two to talk to once in a while.

blaaah

ahh, right now my phones being an ass and not working so I’m switching to my boyfriends palm pre.

I’m making a huge decision that I’m not sure is the RIGHT one.

I’m really nervous and kinda sad about it honestly.

I’m always to worried about what other people are gonna want out of me though

and don’t do the things I wanna do.

I hope everything works out well!

Ohmaaaan.

It’s so weird to think that a year ago, I thought I was happy.

I was really miserable but in denial and I was so afraid of being alone that I just dealt with bullshit. I was upset but had a sense of relief when I was “broken up” with or whatever.

I couldn’t be happier now.

I think of how things could have been different and I would stilll be  not happy but now I’m with the most amazing guy ever who is my perfect match and couldn’t be happier.

This was just a super random thought.